Tuesday, August 30, 2005

best message

bEst: namIz tLga kta.. hEhE.. tC kAw lgi hA! mg araL kn mabuti.. sLap kta jAn ehh! pEacE bEst! <--- my best msg.. well kinda awaken by the reality that i need to go on and reach my potentials.. i only need encouragement and motivation.. now im doing na what im supposed to finish. tnx to my best at least he gave me motivation to pursue my studies. though its up to me tlga if i really wanna succeed.

tnx to ate pie she pushed me to do my things coz where in the same situation right now.. i really felt empty last nyt maybe because i pity myself for what's happening to me.

hayz.. pray for me guys. i need prayers so that i can stand from this disaster i put to in my life..

Saturday, August 27, 2005

daddy's omen

DO NOT THINK TOO MUCH. DO NOT PUT TOO MUCH PRESSURE ON YOURSELF. WHAT YOU GIVE IS WHAT YOU HAVE OK? this was my dad's advice to me.. im really glad i have a dad like him. even though hes far away from me, he still cares and believes in me,beleives n my potentials. when im really down he actually comforts me and gives me advices that no one can ever give me. i really cried when he told me that stuff because i really do need some1 to be with me rigth now. to cheer me up a bit. and there.. my father was there.
maybe you'll gonna ask me if im a daddy's girl well.. yes. i am.
even though sometimes we fight, but then again we cannot stand it for a long time. i cried when i we do have this misunderstanding and i cant take it. i can see myself as CARMEN in the movie THE SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELLING PANTS..

Thursday, August 25, 2005

bete noire

my chairperson talked to me awyl ago. and i really freaked out when i received my blockrep's txt that i have to see sir lee.. nyhow, he told me that i need to go to my classes na because if i dont i might fail my thesis and it really scares me. and he told me hes there to guide me but if i do it again what im doing right now *not attending my classes* he cannot help me na to my problem. so i guess this is my wake up call to be serious with what im doing becasue there's a possibility that i might failed and take it again next yr.

hayz.. im really scared of what i've done. i ruined my life, i ruined my studies and i ruined everything that i must have been improved!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005