picture tale

while you are sleeping..






captured moments with friends flashes back













even though its blurry










the smile in your friends faces will lighten up your day









while you reminisce that day










you enjoy flipping the pages of your life with friends who stick with you













whatever faces the camera captured










in a single second it gives you back the smile you longs











the memories that molds you as what you are right now












the places you've been to with your friends







smiling while the camera flashes you with its light








no matter where you are









no matter what pose you poses







whatever things you had in your hands









the memories will still be there inside your heart







even though you are afraid of something










the smile at your friends face will take away your fright









when sunset comes









while you stroll at the beach








celebrating your friend's birthday, you, being part of her life






as the moon showed up in the sky..
still you are with your friends..










building a bon fire that will lighten up the night...

old soul

You Are an Old Soul

You are an experienced soul who appreciates tradition.Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone.Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient.A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people. You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friendsA bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others.Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone.But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul

tribute to my friend... m gonna miss you

After a long trip I realized the value of a friend. My friend is going to Italy this coming 15 and she's staying there for good. As I close my eyes I didn't recognize the tears falling from my eyes. Maybe and for sure I will miss her. She became part of my life. She taught me how to be me and be independent on my own way. I consider her as my big sister. Shared memories will be always treasure here in my heart. The laughters and trials we parted molded me as a strong person. I will miss our genuine talks and our food hopping when we are hungry. Our room will be dull and quite when she leaves because she always makes us smile especially when we feel down. I will keep all the memories we have shared coz it couldn't be bought by any thing. It's a special gift that nobody can take away from us. To you… you are one of the best gift that god has given me. I will hold on to our words that wherever we are we will still be friends and we still communicate no matter what happens.

6.6.06

Its devil's day today! Teehee.. I know im such an insane to say that. Anyhow, oh my god.. So many things happened to me this day. Hahaha maybe the force of the devil had come upon me! Teehee.

Anyways, I watched a movie with my uncle, untie, bro and cuz. And guess what? I remembered my ex because of that movie. Hahahahaha funny I know. But really, I was petrified when I heard that the guy was calling his girl "kikay". It's kinda odd watching a movie using "code names?" or using names to call his/her especial someone and in my case they used our "tawagan" back then. It was cool 'coz "kikay and kiko" was rare "tawagan" and I thought back then that we're the only couple who has that tawagan. Teehee. Of course the pains and happiness of our relationship came back while I was watching the movie… but I told myself… time to let go and to set myself free from that.. duh! Its been centuries since we broke up! Teehee.. And we have our own lives now. So why not move on? Right? teehee.. I just wanna share a part of my life with you.

Another mistake I made this day… I greeted my best friend a happy bday today coz I taught it was his bday.. Then I realized I was wrong! Booger! Teehee.. I laughed at myself for a foolish mistake.

One more thing, I saw my prof and hell yah! God knows how I felt when I saw him! I wanna leave the resto as fast as I can! teehee

Well that was my devil’s day.. and I think that I spent it with the blessings of all the failures in my life! bwahahahahaha

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nobody is perfect... that was my realization this day...as i continue to watch the PBB celebrity edition, (fyi: i bought it! teehee) i salute zanjoe for being such a nice guy and he really respect bianca 'coz he knew from the start what he felt for her is really hard to defend.. so he make the most out of it while they're inside Big Bro. house.

repress feelings...
inhibiting yourself from what you want to do...
holding back 'coz someone might get hurt...
keeping inside what you feel...
selfish decision...
but that is one of the best way to keep you sane...
to keep you from harming someone else's feelings...
keeping you to believe that somehow you felt love...
that somehow you showed love...
somehow someone noticed your existence...
noticed you were there...
waiting to be loved...