takot...

hindi ko maintindihan kung ano itong pumapasok sa utak ko ngayon. mali man itong nararamdaman ko wla ako magawa dahil puso na ang nagdidikta.mali man itong gagawin kong pag-iwas pero kelangan para hindi na ako masaktanmali man ang mahulog ang loob sa kanya pero un ang nararamdaman ko ngayono marahil dala lang ito ng pangungulila ko?
lintik na pag ibig kung ano ano at kung sino sino ang napupusuannapapagod na ako sa nararamdaman ko.nagseselos ako na hindi naman dapat.mali! pero nararamdaman ko
minsan naiisip ko na ano bang mali sa akin bakit naghahanap pa rin ako ng ibapanibago, mas bago,sa ugali kong ito natatakot na ako na baka sa huli ako ang iwanan.takot...
mahal ko na ba sya o ito ay isang paghanga lang?

''.)

I'm in a verge of questioning myself why these things happening to me. I'm confused... I’m lost... I'm helpless...


Crap.. right now,I don’t know what will I do.. For the record, just only now I feel like I didn't plan what to do and I didn't expect that these things will happen to me.

Confused... what can say, my mind is battling with my heart. I'm full of foolish thought.

Lost... don't know where to go... where to hide... where to cry... where to shout...

Helpless... can't do anything because right now I'm so weak.. Vulnerable..

im freakin' pissed!!!!! gggrrrrrrrr

the hell with her! if she thinks i will just forget what she have done to me a while ago... she better think twice... coz i will make her life so fucking miserable! she doesnt even know who she's dealing with!? m not a loser like her!!! hell yeah! crap! if she thinks her pa-innocent look will decieve me.. fuck her! im not dumb like her!


let see..if she can stand what im gonna do to her... i bet she'll gonna cry so hard that she'll even call her parents to help her to pull her up! bullshit! bobo tlga!!!! ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....