faces...

yesterday i saw one great site (courtesy of bebemahellaine). i was so amazed because it will generate who are the artists who have resemblance to you! isnt that cool? teeheee
here are some of my friends and their "artist" look-a-like:

let me start from myselfie...

abby: 74% zhang ziyi, 70% namie amuro, 68% rudolph valentino,67% lee young-ae, 63% natalie portman, 61% kirsten dunst, 59% katie holmes

marek: ben harper53%, tim montgomery51%, cindy crawford47% (galing mei feminine side ka pla) peace muymuy

jerica: sammi cheng64, rachel weisz62, jessica alba58 (awww.. idol ko to.. jessica alba)

best carlo: mustafa sandal62, anthony hopkins61, kevin spacey61, jlo 54 (nak ng teteng best! jlo oh kamukha mo daw..)

apo- kirsten dunst, tara reid57, michelle wie51 (nux apo ha...)

kaye: katie holmes63, bernadette soubirous62, shania twain50, maggie cheung49 (woah, hanap ka na din bebekaye ng tom cruise)

ate pie: sammi cheng72, hikaru utada 67, michelle yeoh 64, choi ji-woo62 (wow ate pie puro chinese!)

lian: shannen doherty68, francoise hardy66, jessica alba63, christina ricci59

dapi: geri halliwell64, veronica ferres49, denise richards48, liv tyler47 (naku apo ko din, puro hollywood nmn ung syo)

tinini: ashley olsen71, jennifer garner68, geri halliwell64, janie tienphosuwan, 63jamie lyyn spears (olsen.. wow nmn.. nahirapan ako dun mgspell ng surname nya ung si janie)

well.. isnt that great..

sonnet

my first sonnet... january 29,2001

the music of the heart might fade away
longing for the sun to give back the light
this past days my heart is aching at night
thinking, when was the last time i feel okay
loving you is hard to find along the way
i dont give up because you're at my sight
wishing someday my heart will fly like a kite
so you would notice that i'm here to stay

maybe this is wrong to say i love you
but for sure i know what i'm doing here
i know deep inside of me it is true
that you like my voice for you to hear
so promise me, you wont make me feel blue

may all of this things may come true

i made this sonnet when i was still in high school yrs.. hahahaha

pity....

nobody knows how i feel
no one dare to ask me how do i cope with things
no one lend their hands to me for me to stand up
i pity myself for thinking like this

sometimes i ask myself if i am really strong
or i just think that im strong but the truth is im weak
my head is battling with my heart
both of them is starting to kill

dont try to explain'coz im getting used of it
being ditch whenever i invites you
i think my heart is strarting to be numb
on everything..

confused...

It’s really painful to be rejected by someone youlove… but the saddest part is when he alsochooses to give up the friendship (you’ve bothbuilt for a long time) to make things easier anduncomplicated… without any regret of throwing arelationship that has been fun yet serious…discrete yet sweet… young yet mature… weakyet strong… unofficial yet heartening… imperfectyet ideal…
It’s like hitting two birds with one stone… Thetwo most important things a girl is obsessed withare love and friendship, which can not be boughtby money…
After sharing happy, sad, scared, furious, angry,curious, silly, overwhelming thoughts andemotions… After showing the real you whenyou’re together… After admitting that there was/is attraction or fascination… After trying toescape from problems, probing, interference,burden and mischief together by just knowing youhave each other… After being so comfortable thatat some point you both felt that the world onlyevolves on the two of you… After exchangingsweet and promising words… After being openwith what you think was wrong but still acceptseach other… After being patient about oneanother’s flaws and being understanding whenyou knew he/she needed it… After working it outlittle by little even if it is already drudging for theboth of you… After treating each other as acompanion, buddy, friend, partner, guardian,confidant, counselor, support system andsignificant other…
He decides to let go and move on as if nothingspecial had happened… He takes back all thethings he said to you because suddenly herealizes that it was insincere, superficial andmeaningless… He leaves you hanging withquestions he can only answer… He turns his backon you without considering you’re being leftalone… He avoids you because he doesn’t wantto face reality and he’s scared of telling thetruth… He expects that you will just forget thewhole thing… He denies the extraordinaryfriendship you had and makes fun of the situationin front of your common friends as if it was a joketaken from the Internet…
Unfair, vague, misleading, disbelief, betrayed,untrue, confusing, pretended, selfish, hurtful,insulting, impertinent are the words in my mind…I don’t know how this will end and I’m still willingto wait whether he will let all of this come intoreality or everything will fall into place the way Ibelieved it would (which I doubt anyway)… I justwant to hear it from him as clear as a crystal andcut a strand of hope that still remains in mewhich I hold on to all this time… :c

rain drops...

raining...
pours...
nonstop drifting on the roof...
sipping coffee...
thinking of you
in this time where all the people reflects and longs
i look above...
raindrops touches my face...
i felt i was touch by an angel through the water
the thoughts of you makes my heart melt...

aroma of the tea...
lingers in my head like when you put perfume in your body
i watch you leave..
leaving me all the memories...
touching my soul...
kissing you...
hugging me...
loving you...
your gift to me forever...

my first lomi..

woah! i know its weird that a im not used to eat such food as lomi.
its a new dish for me.
let me tell you what happened and what i felt when i was about to eat that food
*the aroma of that food still linger in my nose*

my stomach is hurting! i am hungry..
knock.. my uncle brought some food and gave it to me
reluctantly... my mom gave it to me..
when i saw the food... ewww!
slimy... sticky... its like a phlem!!
my mom taught me how to eat it... i must put some soy sauce.. as if i care...
then put some lemon... i did it...
my mouth is refusing to eat it.. but my mind is telling me to try it...
another struggle between my mind and mouth..
holding my nose and breath... spoon of lomi here it comes...
i was on the verge of barfing... the feeling was like as if i was in fear factor...
vioala! the lomi was inside my mouth... starting to touch my tongue...
then realized that it was not that bad food at all...
but then again... i think it will be my first and last lomi..
no more another one..
unbelievable.. i ate such food as lomi..

i am choosy in terms of food im gonna eat... gulp..
and picky in terms of the place i am gonna eat my food... whew..
that's me.. im sensitive and miticolosa to the food i am going to swallow...
if its not nice in my eyes and in my nose..
rather throw it or dont even show it to me...
but if you insist... i might try it!

sakit..

ito na siguro ang isa sa pinakamasakit na lagi nangyayari sa akin.. ito ay ang masaktan.. bakit kasi nasasaktan ang isang tao? bakit hindi na lang puro ligaya ang maramdaman natin.. bakit kelangan pa nating maghirap.

sa isang tao na nagmamahal ng patago, mahiraP ito lalo na kung kilala mo o kaibigan mo ang minamahal mo ng patago. minsan gusto mo isigaw na mahal mo sya pero hindi mo magawa.. bakit... kasi away mo masira ang maganda nyong relasyon bilang magkaibigan.. ang sabihin mo takot ka lng.. takot kang maitaboy!

alin ang mas masakit.. ung magmahal ka ng patago.. o ung makita mo ang ex mo na masaya sa bago nyang gf.. tpos hindi mo aminin sa sarili mo na may pagmamahal ka pa sa ex mo.. dahil ang sabi ng utak mo na hindi mo na sya mahal kya nga hindi na kyo ngayon tpos sabi naman ng puso mo na mahal mo pa sya hanggang ngayon...

kung minamalas malas ka pa naman di ba ung bagong gf ng ex mo eh friend mo pa.. kamusta naman yun? sige gawin pa natin komplikado ang situwasyon...

yan ang ilan sa mga nararamdaman natin kapag tao ay natatanga sa pag ibig... tanga na nga ginagawa pa tayong tanga...

my apo... jomai

Hold a friend’s hand through times of trial, Let her find love through a hug and a smile; But also know when it is time to let go… For each and every one of us must learn to grow…Sharon Heilbrunn

I sit balanced on the edge of my bed, faint smile drifting across my face, as I sort throughall my old photographs. I dig down into all the old memories. I hold each memory briefly in my hands before dropping in onto the pile in my lap and searching for the next happy moment to remember. As I continue to remember the memories, I saw one picture that captured my heart. It was my picture with jomai. When I first met jomai, she instantly became my friend. We enjoyed the same things, laughed at the same joke. It seemed like we had found each other at the right time. Both of us had been in different groups of friends.
College started and we were not in the same school. It seemed as if were being put to a test. We both made new friends. Jomai started to hang out with a new group of people.
Many trials came to our friendship but still we’re standing and our friendship is still there.
Jomai… one of my treasured friends that help me to rise when I was there in the ground. She completes the entire me. She will be always here in my heart..
I still missed her. We had shared incredible years together.. Years I will never forget. Years I don’t want to forget.